what pose is this ?

i dont know.
just feel like...


i need to be more strong, more mature...
there are still a lot of things waiting for  me .


spm, creative bazaar, shooting for bro website, casings,


i know.
SPM should be the first place priority.

but how?
i cant just throw all the things behind now !

it is mess...
it is confused..
it is tired...