Back again after storm of examination. 

Apparently i would only be motivated to blog or write my own diary once exam has ended.(and no more posts after that....shhh))

Has been thinking a lot lately about the cruelty been appealing to me lately.

From the young energetic 18-year-old kid, i have transform into 20's this year.

Am i having the life i imagined in the past？NO

there is too much distraction, or probably me, the one who driving everything nuts.
Ahha. no idea what i am doing, what i am doing for.

soulless.
mindless.

sleepless.